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Although when I began to write what I have set down here it was with
great reluctance, as I said at the beginning, I am very glad I did
so now that it is finished, and I think my labour has been well
spent, though I confess it has cost me very little. And considering
how strictly you are cloistered, my sisters, how few opportunities you
have of recreation and how insufficient in number are your houses, I
think it will be a great consolation for you, in some of your
convents, to take your delight in this Interior Castle, for you can
enter it and walk about in it at any time without asking leave from your
superiors.
It is true that, however strong you may think yourselves, you cannot
enter all the Mansions by your own efforts: the Lord of the Castle
Himself must admit you to them. So, if you meet with any
resistance, I advise you not to make any effort to get in, for if you
do you will displease Him so much that He will never admit you. He
is a great Lover of humility. If you consider yourselves unworthy of
entering even the third Mansions, He will more quickly give you the
will to reach the fifth, and thenceforward you may serve Him by going
to these Mansions again and again, till He brings you into the
Mansion which He reserves as His own and which you will never leave,
except when you are called away by the prioress, whose wishes this
great Lord is pleased that you should observe as if they were His
own. And even if, at her command, you are often outside these
Mansions, He will always keep the door open against your return.
Once you have been shown how to enjoy this Castle, you will find rest
in everything, even in the things which most try you, and you will
cherish a hope of returning to it which nobody can take from you.
Although I have spoken here only of seven Mansions, yet in each
there are comprised many more, both above and below and around, with
lovely gardens and fountains and things so delectable that you
will want to lose yourselves in praise of the great God Who created it
in His image and likeness. If you find anything good in this book
which helps you to learn to know Him better, you can be quite sure
that it is His Majesty Who has said it, and if you find anything
bad, that it has been said by me.
By the earnest desire that I have to be of some use in helping you to
serve this my God and Lord, I beg you, in my own name, whenever
you read this, to give great praise to His Majesty and beg Him to
multiply His Church and to give light to the Lutherans and to pardon
my sins and set me free from Purgatory, where perhaps, by the mercy
of God, I shall be when this is given you to read, if,
after being revised by learned men, it is ever published. And if
there is any error in it, that is due to my lack of understanding, for
in all things I submit to what is held by the Holy Roman Catholic
Church, in which I live, and protest and promise that I will both
live and die. Praised and blessed for ever be God our Lord. Amen,
Amen.
The writing of this was finished in the convent of Saint Joséph of
Avila, in the year one thousand five hundred and seventy seven, on
the vigil of Saint Andrew, to the glory of God, Who liveth and
reigneth for ever and ever. Amen.
The End
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