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Conrad,
whose baptismal name was John, was the son of the devout and honest couple
George Birndorfer and Gertrude Niedermayer. He was born on a farm near the
town of Parzham in Bavaria in the year 1818. From his earliest years he gave
indications of his future sanctity by his modesty and love of solitude. The
fervor of his devotion was noticeable especially when he prayed in church, the
distant location of which was no hindrance to his visiting it frequently even
in inclement weather. He was inflamed with great love for the Blessed Virgin,
and each day fervently recited the rosary. On feast days he frequently made a
journey to some remote shrine of the Mother of God. During such pilgrimages,
always made on foot, he was constantly engaged in prayer, and when he returned
in the evening, he was usually still fasting.
Having spent his youthful years on the farm,
closely united to God by means of interior union with Him, he decided at the
age of 31 to bid farewell to the world. After disposing of a very large
inheritance, he received permission to be admitted as a lay brother among the
Capuchins.
Immediately after his profession he was sent to the
convent of St. Anne in the city of Altoetting. This place is particularly
renowned among all others in Germany for its shrine of the Mother of Mercy,
and hundreds, even thousands of the faithful come there daily. Because of the
great concourse of people in this city, the duty of the porter at the friary
is a very difficult one. As soon as he arrived, this charge was given to
Conrad, who retained it until his death. Diligent at his work, sparing in
words, bountiful to the poor, eager and ready to receive and help strangers,
Brother Conrad calmly fulfilled the task of porter for more than 40 years,
during which time he greatly benefited the inhabitants of the city as well as
strangers in all their needs of body and soul.
Among the virtues he practiced, he loved silence in
a special way. His spare moments during the day were spent in a nook near the
door where it was possible for him to see and adore the Blessed Eucharist.
During the night he would deprive himself of several hours of sleep, to devote
the time to prayer either in the oratory of the brothers or in the church.
Indeed, it was quite generally believed that he never took any rest, but
continually occupied himself in work and exercises of devotion.
On a certain feast day, when he had ministered to a
large number of pilgrims, he felt his strength leaving him. He was obliged to
manifest his weakness to his superior. Obedience sent him to bed. Only three
days later, little children, to whom the news of Conrad's sickness had not
been given lest they be over saddened, gathered as by instinct around the
friary, reciting the rosary. As Blessed Father Francis had died to the music
of the birds he loved, so his son died with the voices of the children, these
lovely creatures of God, ringing in his ears. On April 21, 1894, the Capuchin
porter heard the sound of the Bell for which he had so patiently waited. For
the last time he ran to the Door. But this time the Door was literally his
Christ.
His heroic virtues and the miracles he performed
won for him the distinction to be ranked among the Blessed by Pope Pius XI in
the year 1930. Four years later, the same pope, approving additional miracles
which had been performed, solemnly inscribed his name in the list of
saints.
ON COMBINING THE CONTEMPLATIVE WITH THE ACTIVE
LIFE
1. Already as a child, little John gave evidence of
his piety, but he was not petted and coddled on that account. There were other
pieties to be practiced. He was taught to help in the house or in the fields,
and these tasks he undertook cheerfully, thus laying the foundation for his
later years. When his parents died, he became the pillar of strength to the
bereaved family, and work on the farm could proceed because "Big John" was not
merely able but eager to do more than his share in wresting a livelihood from
the soil. In spite of his heavy labor, he found ample time for pious
practices. We read that he joined no fewer than nine pious associations. Each
one seemed to speak to him of some element of Christian piety in which he
could afford to make progress. This is a direct challenge to men and women of
the present generation who consider it burden enough to belong even to one
pious society. -- Do you belong to these, or do you possess the material out
of which saints are made? 2. As Brother Porter, St. Conrad merely continued
to do what he had been taught to do in early life. Thought not a
contemplative, he must attain to a contemplative's spiritual outlook whilst
engaged in the busiest and most exacting services to others... A thousand
times a day, perhaps, he must open the door and hold converse with strangers.
Very well, he will see Christ in the busy world of men. He did not shrink away
from the crowds. He spoke words of comfort to them and they went away
solaced... At times he is wearied by the importunity of thoughtless people; he
will them remember the weariness of his Lord. And so in the midst of his
activities, he remained continually recollected in spirit with God. The
religious whose life, like Brother Conrad's, is devoted in great part to
external duties may take courage from this example of a fellow religious to
learn how to use these very duties as stepping stones to God, the means
"whereby he may enter into the inner life of the spirit." Let us thank Jesus
that in His infinite love He has chosen us in preference to so may others, to
combine the active life with the contemplative. 3. Considered in itself,
the contemplative life is better and more perfect than the active. Christ
Himself affirms this: Mary has chosen the better part. And St. Bernard,
speaking of the active life, expresses himself as follows in his Sermons on
the Canticle: God forbid that I should decry this kind of life, but still I
would not say that it attains to perfect beauty. But the mixed life is
preferable to the state of those who only lead the contemplative life. This is
the opinion of the saints, especially St. Thomas, who wrote: As it is better
to illuminate than merely to shine, so it is more perfect to give to others
the fruits of our contemplation than merely to contemplate. And so when St.
Francis wondered what was the will of God in this regard, he applied to
Brother Sylvester to ask God to make His will known to him. He sent a similar
message to St. Clare. Their prayers ended, both informed St. Francis that it
was God's wish that he should devote himself to the mixed life of prayer and
preaching. Brother Conrad shows us this type of life is possible both within
and without the cloister. -- Have we reflected sufficiently on this in the
past? Have we made the best use of the opportunities at our disposal to arrive
at the perfection to which we have been called? If not, let us say in truth
what St. Francis said in humility: Let us begin at last, my brethren, to serve
the Lord our God, for hitherto we have done by little."
PRAYER OF THE CHURCH O God, who hast willed to open
to Thy faithful the door of Thy mercy, we humbly beseech Thee, that through
the intercession of Blessed Conrad, Thy confessor, Thou mayest bestow on us
assistance for both time and eternity. Through Christ our Lord. Amen.
from:
The Franciscan Book
of Saints, ed. by
Marion Habig, ofm., © 1959 Franciscan Herald
Press
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